Self Pity

slowly I hear my heartbeat getting louder

I feel the rhythm in my bloodstream

yes I learn to float in time

and to manifest in your world

your body is like a meter to me

a device to measure my progress

I know I sometimes send too much love

which your world cannot stand at this moment

I apologise for that

and thank you for this lesson to show me just that

but do not forget that it works the other way around as well:

if you send me too much of your pain and sadness

I will crumble somewhere in some distant Galaxy

and cry with you

feeling sorry for myself

like you seem to do just right now